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NonBeliever

by Paper Towels

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bradymatteson THIS ALBUM IS GREAT. THIS ALBUM FEELS ALIVE. LIKE A MACHINE PLACED IN THE MIDDLE OF A BUSY INTERSECTION AND IT HAS SOMETHING IMPORTANT TO SAY. SERIOUSLY, EXCELLENT WORK BRENDYN. THIS ALBUM WOULD SOUND FANTASTIC ON VINYL. FAV TRACKS: FORGET ABOUT FREEMAN, AWAKE ASLEEP, PAPERCLIP, THE WORLD IN COLOR, MIGRAINE, DOUBT
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1.
Go Home 02:01
“Look around, there’s nothing left to break. That's just the risk you run when you stay up late. So, go home…”
2.
"How deep does the snow have to get before you admit you can't handle it? Let me show you what you don’t want to see; You don’t have the skill to be what you want to be. You missed your shot, no one’s waiting for you. Just quit while you can or let the frostbite take you.” The writing on the wall Was put there by him He clues me in When he speaks I have to listen ("You'll never make it") He tells me all the things That keep me insane So that I'll remain Never saved, and unforgiven ("Give it all up") “How deep does the snow have to get? How deep does the snow have to get? How deep does the snow have to get? How deep does the snow have to get?”
3.
/*migraine*/ 03:34
Blow out the highlights and shadows High frequencies, and crank the lows No chance to think about drowning Soak up everything around me So come and bring on the overdose Tie off my arm and flick the vein Inject the color right into me Quell the infatuation With vibrance and saturation Look at it all spiral down the drain Every sound In surround The fun part is long behind us But I can’t keep my eyes shut My senses, duller by the minute My senses, duller by the minute Pounding on my head it feels like motion sickness I think I might have made a mistake, The flashing lights give me a headache Chemicals spilling over the top I feel sick and I wanna stop String along a 3 word sentence That requires all my attention It all goes black, my head hits the countertop
4.
I don’t wanna hear about All the things you've got figured out Falling behind Makes you a failure in everyone’s mind It makes me a failure in everyone’s mind But I’m not a failure You think that I'm wrong But I know That I’m better than you I've been silent so long Cause it shows I've got nothing to prove With what’s on the line It’s no game You’re my enemy The obvious truth is that There’s no one out there better than me With every advancement you make My success, you might as well take. And I wish I was happy for you, But I’m fucked cause of how well you do My head is all wrong Cause I know I’m not better than you I've tried for so long And I wish I had nothing to lose. With what’s on the line If I fail It’s all over for me So you’ll never hear me admit That anyone is better than me.
5.
"Your imagination Is deceiving you, I bet. Such a vivid picture Of something you'll never get. Forget about the way you want it to turn out Get out in time, And you could still have a life They saw clearly, but you didn't. You'll always be no one. Isn't that okay? Went lost as soon as the sirens called you You're cornered, choppers swarm around you It's never mattered, all you've gone through Just cut your losses, leave it behind you Don’t join the rest of the lost causes Anxious, and in up to your neck You tried and couldn’t handle it. It's all your fault, so why isn't that okay? Forget the dream Come and join reality Forget the lies That have cost you so much time Forget about the way you want it to turn out Get out in time, And you could still have a life (Your imagination) Went lost as soon as the sirens called you (Is deceiving you, I bet) You're cornered, choppers swarm around you (Such a vivid picture) It's never mattered, all you've gone through (Of something you'll never get) Just cut your losses, leave it behind you The bombs are dropping, you’ll never pull through. Take a step back and look around you. Just give up, they don't want you"
6.
Is this what it's really like To see the world not just in black and white? It’s all I imagined it The angels called And gave me the gift of sight The light washes over me It all feels okay, I have a chance to breathe Confusion will fade away The haze is finally gone And I can finally see that Anger, unvalidated, turns to bitterness and hatred
7.
"Your life is so pathetic Stacked up, never how you thought Always short of underwhelming What if I told you that you could Fix everything that's broken In the blink of an eye? You've ruined so much But it all goes away when you close your eyes Changing your way of thinking, A traumatic thing to go through You're missing out on nothing No one gives a fuck about you This broken world you live in Breaks down and cries for no one A perfect world awaits you, And it’s just as real as this one Fix everything that's broken In the blink of an eye You've ruined so much But it all goes away when you-” Close my eyes, I get the picture. What you experience Is just the things you see and feel. Inside your head There is no difference. I lived out every moment, what makes it any less real? My life is so pathetic Stacked up, never how I thought Always short of underwhelming Can't see, the clouds are never gone The tension in Consciousness kills me, To feel every mistake you've made deep down inside your bones. Asleep is The only existence Where possibilities are So much greater than you know. Eyes getting hazy, just a few more seconds away. For the love of God don’t wake me up.
8.
(robo) 02:18
9.
PaperClip 02:56
"Inhale the poison, chemicals saturate your chest Open your mind up, Amputate your subconscious They’re watching you Controlling you They’re watching us Deceiving us They’ve got you held down You can’t hide no matter where you run You looked too closely, and now look what you’ve done. You know too much they’re coming for you"
10.
“(Go home) The party’s over (Go home) All alone when they've left you (Go home) The party’s over (Go home) Everyone’s moved on but you Hey, You missed out on all the fun There’s something wrong with all of us But at least they can get things done So why are you still hanging around When everyone’s packed up and left? There’s a sickness in your mind Just move on and go inside. Wait around to get things straight, And you'll run out of time to waste. Look around, there's nothing left to break That’s just the risk you run when you stay up late Wait, Listen to the silence It's been dead quiet since you showed up Nothing more has happened since Even if you got here hours ago It’d still have been fucking dead I’ll make things crystal clear; It’s embarrassing you’re still here. (Go home) The party’s over (Go home) The party’s over (Go home) Everyone’s moved on (Go home) All your friends are gone.”
11.
Doubt 04:27
What's the chance that I could make you remember who I am when we all die? Cut that number in half Divide it and Chop it up again What do you have? "I think I can" "I know I can't" "It just doesn't seem likely" Can't throw the thoughts out of your head How do you know you’ve been deceived? What do you do when you don't believe? What the hell made you think That you'd be the One to save the ship Before it sinks? Because everyone's in line All of us can't get exactly what we want Before it's time. When the only way to make it Is to persevere and not listen to what they've said, We just keep screaming at ourselves to kill the NonBeliever, But he just makes way too much sense Alarms go off, I’m fast asleep. I think that’s the end because I don’t believe I don’t believe I won’t believe

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released October 21, 2020

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